I wish i could reach out and touch you, just for a second. I don't know maybe squeeze your hand or kiss you on the forhead and yeah maybe that sounds stupid but i miss you so deeply tonight that i'm just looking for a piece of Kate. I wouldn't even have to touch you, your presence would be enough. 

Equally, i know how hard it must be meaning so much to me but needing to be free from people some days. I'll work out ways to impact you less, i promise.