On the list of things you said that you wanted to sit outside at night and watch the world go by because you'd never done it. Tonight i did, with you in mind with the thought that maybe at some point at a ridiculous other time you will join me, you're snoozing just now so i thought doing it will you in mind was the next best thing right? It's some form of logic i promise and deffinetly a strange night time expoloit that would be better with your company. There's a chance you had another nightmare tonight and i thought maybe in the morning if you had something to take your mind off it, then it would ease the impact they have on you, even a little.
I'm sorry, because i know i really do say too much sometimes but i um, thought it can't be a bad thing for you to know anyway even if i mess up. If you ever need anything and there is no one to call then i'll be around, if you needed to go for a wander at three in the morning - then still.
That kind of anything!
I don't know, you deserve it even if it's the little bit of extra mile stuff. What ever you have done then that still stands, i don't do things by halfs and when i say i'll be there i mean for keeps. You can monumentally fuck up if you like it doesn't matter, i can already see that you're one of the genuinly good ones. Having said that you should know that i don't expect anything back from you. It's not a case of saying this because i want something back, you deserve the loyalty and i care about you, which is the begining and end to it. No hidden agenda. Anything you choose to throw my way will be appriciated more than you'll know, the care you've already showed me seriously means a lot girl and i can't even begin to explain but it doesn't need to be, thankyou.
