You make your own happiness and thats the truth of it. When you get stuck in a rut remember that and build the way out, talk to people, talk to yourself in writing form. Draw it out. Do whatever you have to do to feel even the tiniest bit of relief. If you can't think even where to start then start with an adventure. It doesn't matter if it's to the top of arthurs seat because maybe you'll see something new or find a little peace for yourself. Take your camera and get some new shots. Say fuck it more often and just dive into things. I'll back you up even if it's something big and ridiculous. Remember that what ever it is that you're doing, if you don't force yourself to see the great bits then that would be the wasted day.

As for people, you're fucking incredible even when you're a grumbly hungry Kate, if they don't see you or treat you properly with respect then FUCK THEM. You're the bomb.

We have both had ruff waters and frankly we deserve to be happy. You have been one of the greatest things to have come into my life frankly, and i'm thankful to have you. Lets do some cool shit, together or apart COOL SHIT IS STILL COOL SHIT.